lol pep talk for me

TAYLOR. GET UP OFF UR BUTT AND GO WALK AROUND OR EXERCISE. All you do is complain about back pain and gaining weight when you do NOTHING. Also I know that it’s hella cold in the mornings and all you want to do is just throw on a bunch of sweaters but maybe go back to planning outfits and getting dressed. I know that it doesn’t really change much but, you like planning outfits so bHAHHA. You already do a great job getting all your work done and having time for yourself; spend some time with grandparents more. And set aside more time to play games with friends.

You GOTTA stop scrolling/getting distracted on Instagram and Tiktok. You are ACTUALLY glued to your phone. Like chill, please save your eyes. Your eyes SUCK . Go draw. You always complained about not being able to draw and now you have time so UHHHH DO IT. Practice digital drawing bruh.

You are in the comfortable zone. You have to break out of it to learn something. You can’t just expect everything to be easy- keep trying out new things and keep creating. I feel like you are getting rusty on that. Don’t ever doubt yourself. I know it’s scary sometimes and it can be overwhelming but… idk yolo bHAHHAAH.

You always say you hate wasting time but what are you doing? All you do is waste time. You do nothing everyday (or maybe it's just cuz all the work is on the computer so it seems like nothing… idk sigh).

Also, since you have time, make your end of the year gifts. Plan out how you're going to decorate the letters and personalize things.

I hope you get into UCLA. You will don’t worry don’t worry just be patient. And you always have UCI too.

Reach out to friends, sit up straight ur back is killing me, and learn some songs on guitar please. I know it’s frustrating but remember that after a few days you become a pro.