To the first boy I ever had feelings for

You asked me to sit next to you on the bus one day 

And it made me super happy 

Because I was always the one who asked you first 

You offered to hold my hand on the roller coaster 

But I was too shy and I rode it with someone else

It was like a dream come true 

Because I liked you for years

And you knew 

And you were finally showing interest 

I still remember the first day of middle school 

And we both forgot it was an early day 

And you brought all your textbooks in your backpack 

So we joked and suffered our walk home 

You were the first guy I ever hung out with 

Outside of school 

And we rode our bikes to the park,

Where my 1st phone got stolen 

I wondered what I did 

To make you lose interest 

I could have sworn you were starting to like me

But I guess I was too annoying 

I wondered what I could have done differently 

So I could keep your attention 

Because you had all of mine 24/7

But I guess I was too annoying 

I wondered if it was because of my face 

Or my appearance 

Because I didn’t like it either

I guess it was just cuz I was annoying 

But it’s been a couple years 

I’m starting to wonder why 

I thought it was something wrong with me

But now I know 

That these things just happen

Friends will grow apart 

And some friends will stay together 

We don’t talk to each other now

But you still talk to my other friends

And sometimes I question why it’s different with me

But I’m happy  just treasuring our memories

Because you played a part 

In who I am

Today